This is really awkward because for the first time in a long time, I don’t know who to write to. I mean, my love life is just really shitty right now and there’s really no one… I’ll just write to the last person I had a thing for, but he’s not my crush, fyi.

Dear Person Who Shall Remain Nameless,

So uh… Hi. I don’t hate you. I guess I should start with that. I don’t hate you, nor do I wish any harm on you. However, what you did fucking sucks, and I will never feel the same about you, ever again. You treated me like crap and walked all over me. I’m never going to like you again. I’m never going to trust you again. I wish that wasn’t true, I wish I could get over it and be best friends again, but I can’t and we can’t. You don’t deserve that anyway. Our friendship would never be the same, because I’d never be able to really talk to you about stuff. Which you deserve. But, even though we’ll never be friends, I do want you to be happy. I know that sounds lame and crap, but I mean it. I’m hurt and confused and I feel betrayed… but I want you to be happy. I sincerely hope you and her work out. I just want you to be okay.

Sarah

10 years from now I’ll be 26, so ideally I’d like to have graduated college and possibly grad school (we’ll see). I’d like to have a minimum of one book out, but hopefully more. I’d like to be married to the love of my life and have one kid/be pregnant with one kid. Most important, I’d like to be happy. 

Darren Criss, obviously. I’ve loved Darren since day one, but since everyone says Darren my favorite non-Darren male Starkid is Joe Walker. <3

I don’t really know how to answer this question. How do you not fall in love with Starkid and Darren Criss when you watch them? AVPM reminded me of the type of things my friends and I would do, and I kind of felt like if I ever was lucky enough to meet them, we’d be instant best friends because we’re so alike. So I guess I started liking Darren because I could really relate to him. Also, his music touched my heart. Not Alone moved me so deeply and comforts me in my darkest times. So that too. <3